I can’t feel the pain anymore.
Maybe, I’m healed or it could be I’m numbed.
Nevertheless, I believe that I’ve moved on.
Whatever the reasons are, I don’t question it.
I’m just glad that I have you out of my system.
I still think of you but no longer that much.
I still think of you but when I do, there are no more regrets and no more what ifs.
I still think of you but when I do, I don’t feel the pain anymore.
Yes, I may think of you but no, I don’t want you back anymore.
But I will always care.
The few good memories we had we’re already forgotten.
I don’t reminisce about them every second of the day anymore.
I can’t even visualize your face and how you look anymore.
All the things that you gave me were long hidden.
And what’s left are just bruises of the heartaches you gave me and I know that in a few days, these will be forgotten too.
I thought I’d lost my love for you.
Somehow, I lost you but not my quest for love.
For I can still feel it my heart, not for you but for myself.
And I know that I’m stronger now than ever before.
Now, I can surely say that I’m moving on..
I feel sad though… that I’m closing this phase of my life.
But I feel that its about time.
I’ve given myself time to cry and time to reminisce.
Now, my eyes cant shed a tear and my mind cant remember a thing about you.
God has given me the signs I’m asking for.
He’s telling me that enough of the holding on.
It’s about time to totally let go.
Maybe God is just saving me from the wrong one and the right one for me will soon come my way to help me mend this broken heart…
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